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A Book About Bad Luck

by Save Ends

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1.
Bad News 03:21
when the cold air smells like the times when you were happy you could fall around me. when the fire jumps and holds your eyes almost all night you could fall around me. over and over again i still can’t remember what it took to bring this warmth to life. i know you’d break your back and you’d break the bank for us. tonight, we could drink until the dawn no worry to hang over our heads. but now you won’t leave the house you say no sun is coming out. well, it’s so sad to see. so sad to see. all these ghosts are gonna get it i want a boring house to live in for a change i’m sending out all these letters but reading them is getting harder these days started a book about bad luck and how to cope with growing up the regrets and the work days and all the bad news
2.
Way Back 02:47
way back. i’m going way back. went back, where i grew up the same street, but something’s missing. i can’t feel how it felt i can’t help. i should be missing it. but i’m not missing it. hey love. you always dim with time, love. hey love. i can’t make up my mind, love. there’s a barely missing spell. and i know that i knew it once. to put everything in place. but it must have slipped my mind. there’s a barely missing spell. to bring all the color back. to bring all our friends back. and we can start to live again. i was sure that, given time i could bring the world back, i could slow the minutes. i was sure that, given time i could learn the way i could learn the way back. went back, where i grew up. the same street, but something’s missing. i can’t feel how it felt. i can’t help. i should be missing it. but i’m not missing it. i’m not missing it.
3.
there’s places i can not visit they’re in my mind and town they’re in our homes they’re in the haunts where we once hung around lightning pains, dull then sharp and strong moves into my veins, down my legs and arms your shape forms flicker in and out your shadow forms i've seen it before in my dreams, we were young i saw you fade from this world but you held on. you were pieces tied together for us but you held on. making beautiful trouble. running in circles just trying to find a way back there where summer had welcomed us. running in circles just trying to find a back there. flicker in and out your shadow that i had seen before.
4.
the flowers we kill them when we pick them why can’t we just watch a life grow unbothered well i know i could barely watch it’s the ones who touch the sun who we lose first it’s the ones who touch the sun that leave us to bloom alone it waits inside me now the presence of your loss growing a garden i have to tend before it gets out of control and so i know you’re close oh oh, i know you’re close goodnight moon, i miss you. i’ve been looking out our window like we used to. now i’m growing old without you, but i still feel your pull. you knew before us cuz you watched all your petals fall. and i saw at the end.
5.
Surf Bed 02:24
i don’t really know what i’m doing anymore. it’s possible i never did but i never really cared to notice been surfing on this bed all around the city it looks like fun but only makes me dizzy. have any of these houses ever felt like home? do you wonder what is in that air when it fills your lungs? is anything in the sky familiar? or is it covered by something sinister i don’t really know what i’m doing anymore. i’m looking to the person that i once was what happened to those days where she would just hum along? she was waiting for the rest of her life to come but what i’ve found, is there’s only now.
6.
Heavy Hearts 02:23
say goodbye to your heavy heart i’ve got this handled for the two of us. thought we’d clean this mess up together but it seems i’ll do it alone again. it was sad to know i can’t find you any reason not to go. and we know its eye for an eye i can’t find you any reason that’d you’d stay.
7.
tide is high and i’m getting windy again i am weak that i know the waves are so strong i can’t do this alone. so you describe the water as i choke all the words out about all the storms i've weathered you made me see it’s true that i’ve always found my way. i was wreckage thrown against the wall when you found me i was wreckage thrown against the wall so we built a basic structure and added more and more and more each year so i can grow a little stronger more and more and more and more each year i was wreckage thrown against the wall when you found me i was wreckage thrown against the wall so we built a basic structure and added more and more and more each year, so i can grow a little stronger more and more and more and more each year the door was open back at our old place we never locked it up well, unless we went away. i grabbed for some memories that floated in my mind. i think we slept through the fireworks and woke up to wait in line but i have always found my way. thought if i could run between the raindrops it would be enough but i'm weary, yeah i'm weary and i can't get things done. the tide is high and i’m getting windy again.
8.
Hateful Kids 02:44
we believe in guns and never-ending war just like the good christians that have come before. we believe in spite, alternative facts the jesus in our hearts has got the hate to match. we are matching backwards now following our worst instincts. does it make you sad? what our country thinks of intelligence does it feel so bad? that the government is run by hateful kids hateful and bold, we fall down put a cup where our jobs went fill it up with resentment take it out, not on the ones who deserve it not the heads of corporations point the blame in tribal directions.
9.
i’ve still got these same old worn out soles. took me everywhere but never brought me home. i’ve been trying to take it as it goes. with these dried out hands and aching in my bones. this aching in my bones. you can’t sell me on the present like you sold me on the past i’ve got one good eye looking for a way to take me back. wouldn’t buy another reason to pretend that it’s not gone overlooked, underdressed, and missing home …. missing home. i’ve been watching the busy people go if i can keep on moving maybe i’ll feel less alone. i’m not keeping time. i’m just passing by.
10.
maybe i’m fortunate i’m not tied down to anything. i used to think that there would be a time and a place for us. we can escape you and me and these bodies. you wouldn’t recognize the man i’ve become but you are the string that keeps me holding on. i know i said that i’d write to you. but life is the wraith i’m running from. i’ve been here before but i’m getting better now. i’m getting better now.

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released October 13, 2017

recorded and mixed by Daniel Florez
mastered by Bill Henderson

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